Tuesday, 29 March 2011

Mostly

I mostly stay at home.

I am mostly tired.

I am mostly cranky.

I am mostly hungry.

I mostly don't make dinner.

I am mostly sick.

I mostly feel lonely.

I am mostly depressed.  Prenatal depression bites.

I mostly cry at night.

I mostly let LQ eat what she wants.  Cold hot dogs anyone?

I mostly let myself eat what I want.

I mostly wish someone else could magically save me from myself.

I mostly know that that's not going to happen.

Most of all, I do not want any advice.  I just mostly need a hug.

10 comments:

Miriam said...

HUG!

Melanie said...

I mostly understand exactly what you're feeling. And I'm SO sorry.

I will send you a virtual hug, because I'm so far away... but make Dallas be my stand in, K, so you can actually feel it?

Gran Denny said...

Biggest, warmest, cuddliest, love you HUG from me.

Natalie said...

Here's another internet hug for ya, girl. Hang in there. It'll get better.

Misty said...

I know the drill well. The kid mostly ate fast food for the duration of my pregnancy with the boy.

And I know the pain of prenatal depression too. I remember going to my OBGYN in tears once and all I got was a blank stare. It sucks, it sucks still.

In any case, I'm sending you a big, big hug from L.A. And I might be sending you something else soon so stay tuned.

DeNae said...

I am the suckiest friend in the world. Really. I checked.

I didn't even KNOW you were PREGNANT!!

And I 100% get every syllable of this post. Here's one super-sized hug, hold the advice.

Ev said...

This too shall pass! (I know you don't believe it right now but it's true!) Now go and have a cheeseburger for me. And an extra large chocolate milkshake.

Andrew and Amy said...

Hugs.. We need to do something sometime, let me know what your up to do and I'll drive up and do something fun with you, I need to get out of the house too.

Steph @ Diapers and Divinity said...

Isn't interesting that something we want so much can feel like such a burden? That was NOT advice. I promise. I'm just saying I understand that feeling and the stupid guilt that comes with it. You are a miraculous baby-making machine and survival is the only goal. You will do this Hel and find yourself okay on the other side. Love you.

Bron Williams said...

thinking of ya.watching rancing for family night :) hugs from ole hobart town xxxxx